Fear

Fear

I open my eyes and wince as a my head throbs in pain. I shiver as i look around a cold feeling creeping its way into my chest. I see the trees around me. Feel the cold air biting my skin. I know im in a forest. But i don't remember how i got here. the cold feeling snakes around me as i look around, Trees are everywhere, there dark figures shadowing me in darkness with nothing but the moon lighting the forest. i hear a sound in the distance and feel goosebumps across my arms. I look down and realize im wearing nothing but a dark colored tank top and a pair of jeans covered in holes. I rack my mind trying to figure out how i got here but nothing will click, or make sense. My mind seems to turn into a useless circles as I desperately try to remember. ignoring the growing fear in my chest I close my eyes trying to ignore the cold, and try to think of what happened last night.  But all im met with is black emptiness everywhere. Panic rising I think of the most basic questions i could. What's my name? Such an easy question but yet to my horror i realized that i couldn't answer it. There was nothing in my mind nothing at all. I hear a bird of in the distance and automatically know its was an owl. I know it, but i didn't know how i knew. Closing my eyes again I tried to shove the panic rising in me  as i my concentrated. There had to be something there anything! Fear roots its way in my stomach consuming my entire body as i search in vain.  but some point i hit a solid wall. i try toto break through it to find a hole in its barrier and am rewarded with a head splitting head that fills my entire body forcing me to collapse to the ground. I cry out and grab feebly at the frozen grass, running my fingers through the cold ground as the pain races through me. It comes in waves crashing through me. I scream, tears streaming down my face until finally the pain lessens, its waves becoming less and less, I lay there bent and broken sobbing for the memories that are there but i cant just out of reach. Then finally the last wave comes washing the pain away, and brings two words with it.
Angel Starlight. laying the ground i feel a flicker of hope because now I have something even if theres nothing else i have my name.